Meditations

Recently I have been doing lots if learning, research, and training. I have began my initiations into Witchcraft and Shamanism. I am working to learn how to read auras. I am learning dream interpretation. I am learning on how to connect with angels, celestial beings, and spirit guides. I am also working to become better at energy healing, and also learning as much as I can about crystals, herbs and essential oils.

So, needless to say, I have been doing quite a bit of meditation. Some solo, and some guided meditations. I have done two guided meditations recently; one where I met one of my spirit guides, and one where I met my guardian angels.

In the meditation where I met my spirit guide, I could clearly see and hear him. It turned out to be my animal companion, Oliver, who died years ago. He had a message of forgiveness for me. It was good to see him, and hear him purr. We sat together for too short of a time before I was guided away. I hope to visit him again. I know he is with me though...it was just nice to see him.

In the meditation where I met my guardian angels, I heard them, but was not really focused enough to see anything. I actually wasn't trying to meditate, I fell into a trance while listening to a video on YouTube. It was a Doreen Virtue meditation, I was watching it with my daughter. She clicked on it while we were online. Anyway, Doreen said that everyone has a guardian angel, some people have two. One who is more upbeat and friendly, and one who is more reserved and in the background. She said to ask and they would tell you their names. I knew that was true because as a child I had asked my guardian angel who she was, and she told me Sarai was her name. Actually, we used to talk a lot until my mom told me that invisible friends were stupid and that I shouldn't talk to or believe in them. So I stopped. I had not talked to her since a child, and she said her name was Saraiah. I heard another voice say Moriah, and I understood him to be the more reserved of the two. Doreen also stated in the meditation that you could have as many guardian angels as you wanted, all you have to do is ask. So I asked for a third, just kind of skeptical of the whole thing. I heard the name Anaiah. (I actually asked for the third before hearing the names of the other two.) I am kinda botching this retelling. The point is, I looked up these names to see if they had any meaning. Anaiah means "God has answered", which he did!! Moriah mean "mountain", which makes sense because he is the strong, silent one. Saraiah means "princess of Jehovah", which again, makes sense to me.

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram

About a week ago, I was introduced to a ritual called The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, or LBRP for short. It was created over a hundred years ago by The Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. It was originally used to cleanse and purify a space before performing more Magick or meditation.

It raises your vibrations, which in turn drives away any negative entities who may be lurking around. It banishes all lesser forms of the elements, which is why they are invoked again during the ritual. In simplest terms, it is a formation of a Qabbalistic Cross, a formation of four pentagrams, and an invocation of the four Archangels. I end with another Qabbalistic Cross. The entire ritual is in Hebrew, which, in my opinion, makes it more powerful. English is such a crude language at times.

I have felt calm, yet energized during these past two days. I have been able to do more without being so tired. I can feel the energy buzzing around me after the ritual has ended. I love that energy...that feeling. I want to feel like that always.

Dreamlike Message

You know that dreamy state where you're not fully asleep and not fully awake? Sometimes when I am in that state I see/hear/feel things. It hasn't happened in quite a while, until this morning.

I saw the image of the Strength card. I was in the card, passively watching, but not able to interact.

I saw that there was a litter of lion cubs off to the side of this, and instinctively knew that the mother lion was dead, and that the father lion was trying to take care of them as best he could. The woman walked upon this and was so moved by compassion that, without fear, she comforted the lion. Right before I fully awoke, I heard the phrase, "There is compassion in strength".

Rings Of Power and Oracle Cards

Yesterday, I had my first meeting with the tarot card "Masterclass" that I am taking. Actually, it was just myself and the teacher, Brandy. The class is a new endeavor for her, hasn't been advertised, and the other two participants had other obligations. I was completely fine with being the only student! I really enjoy learning more about the tarot, and I feel like I am pretty good at it. Brandy says I need to work on my confidence.

So yesterday, I did what most women do when they need to work on their confidence...I went shopping! I made a couple of purchases (two rings) from Etsy (my favorite website for handmade jewelry!). I'm calling them my "Rings Of Power". Yes, I named them. I guess it comes from my love of fantasy and my love of Skyrim. Anyway, I bought a Labradorite ring and a Moonstone ring, named Aurora and Luna, respectively. Labradorite is said to contain the Aurora Borealis lights, and Moonstone....well, moon, duh. I have been a crystal healer for years, and have done hours of reading about stones...these two are my favorite. They are both said to aid with psychic ability, Moonstone helps you get in touch with the Divine Feminine, and Labradorite is terrific for energy healers, which I also am. I won't bore anyone with a lesson about gems.

I plan on infusing both rings with Reiki, as well as casting a spell to essentially turn them into protective talismans. Which makes me feel like I'm at an enchanting table in Skyrim, haha.

I made one additional purchase yesterday, a deck of Angel Oracle cards. I have been wavering on the idea of purchasing a deck for a while. Some people who are adverse to tarot have no problem with angel cards, and it would help me expand my trade. However...I generally try to keep closed pursestrings, especially since it's not my money.

Last night I was checking my Facebook, when I saw a notification of a new post in a group page I belong to, "Help For Sarah ..." Sarah is an online friend who I have bought crystals from in the past. She is on hard times, and the rock community has joined together to sell a few things to raise money for her. A deck of Angel Oracle cards were posted. I took it as a sign. I never had told anyone this, but I named my guardian angel Sarah as a little girl, or rather, that's what she told me her name was. So, I took this immediately to heart and purchased the deck. I'm trusting my intuition on this one, and making the dive into learning the Angel Oracle cards!

Soul Cleanse #2

I received a second email from Theresa Crabtree yesterday. She performed a follow-up cleanse on my family. While my family was free and clear, I had another two dark force entities removed!

I get the impression that I have so many spirit attachments due to my being a lightworker. As a person who works to bring love and light to the world, it seems that the forces of darkness are trying to keep me down.

I have to work harder to heal myself, in order to heal others. I need to raise my vibrations, so that I can be a better guide to help others do the same.

In that respect, I have spent the last day working, planning, and researching things I can do to protect myself and help raise my vibrations and keep them raised. Positive affirmations, meditation, Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, smudging, crystal elixirs, etc. I have smudged, liquid smudged, meditated, affirmed, and tried to banish. I must be ever vigilant, they are watching. Theresa warned me of "Watchers", which are waiting for a weak spot or hole in my soul again. I must not be fearful, however, because they use fear. So basically, show no fear or mercy to the darkness.

Waning Moon Magick

The time of the waning moon is an excellent time for cleaning, clearing, releasing, and letting go. It was perfect that my soul cleanse occurred during the waning moon. It was also perfect that I found an old box of "junk" yesterday while cleaning out my closet.

The box belongs to my partner, and it contained some of the tools he used on his altar when he practiced the craft years ago. It contained a glass bottle, a blue glass candlestick, two brass candlestick bells, a brass censer, a brass chalice, a brass bell, and a rattlestick. All the brass items were very dirty and tarnished. I was able to clean the glass items easily, and cleaned the censer and chalice as best I could. The other items have been laid aside for now.

The best news of all is that my partner said that I could keep all the items! So as soon as I have a spot for an altar...I will have some tools for it!! :)

Soul Cleansed

Several days ago I ordered a "Soul Cleanse" by Theresa Crabtree on a whim. I had heard good things about her, and was curious enough to investigate.

Theresa Crabtree is an energy worker who has invented what is called a "Soul Cleanse". Basically, she and a group of celestial beings cleanse and align your chakras, banish entities from your auric field, repair any damage to your aura, and even cleanse the energy around your home, pets, and place of employment. Services are rendered on a donation basis, payable afterwards. All work is performed remotely, and you are emailed the results later.

I ordered one for my entire family. On Monday morning, I awoke but wished I hadn't. I felt that bad. It physically hurt to hold my eyes open. Every bone in my body ached. I had a fever, headache, sore throat. I lingered in pain all day, wondering what had happened to me. I slept most of the day, and didn't eat at all. I was delirious with pain and exhaustion. On Tuesday, I felt much better, still not completely well, but well enough to check my email. There it was! An email from Theresa telling me that she had removed four earthbound entities and five dark force entities that had been with me since childhood/teenage years. Suddenly, it all made sense. My turmoil had been detox.

Today is Wednesday, and I feel better than I ever have before. I feel happy, light, bright, radiant. I feel powerful, I feel incredible. I feel like me. I am so thankful to myself for doing this.